A job for me
I don't like to think a lot about work and the future because people have scared me, every time you say you study arts there is a comment about the lack of work and things like that. But if I had to dream, beyond all these fears and insecurities, the job I would like to have would be to paint and sell very expensive paintings. I imagine myself painting at home and going outside very little, perhaps with pale skin from being locked up for so long. I definitely like indoor jobs, as you may have noticead.
Although I wouldn't mind traveling if it is from time to time to beautiful countries. I would like to be very well financially so as not to worry too much about subsisting and eventually taking care of my mother or my sister, so the salary, which is the paintings sold, must be gigantic.
On the other hand, now I study plastic arts and perhaps next year I will study to be a teacher, because I like to teach, but also for job and economic stability, since nothing assures me that selling paintings will work. I don't really know what I'll do after going through university.
I'm too stressed and unmotivated now to be enthusiastic about something, although when the time comes to decide ... what will come, I will have to make a choice and I will have to convince myself that it is adequate.
this subject makes me insecure too! is really hard to think about work being an artist in chile
ReplyDeleteI understand you... I also have considered to study to be a teacher because of the economic stability but I'm not sure if that would make me happy :-(
ReplyDeleteIt's true, there are many horrible people saying that we will starve if we study art
ReplyDeleteI think that your insecurity is very common in the art are, I have it too, I really don't like talking about this when people asks me because I imagine that they are already thinking that I'm going to die from starvation since "I'm not gonna be able to find work". Which, yeah, it is very possible, this area is hard, but, in my case, is also what I want. And since I don't know what is going to happen, I'm just going to try my best until there's no other choice but finding something else to do.
ReplyDeleteI understand you a lot too, there is a lot of pressure when studying arts but for now I try to learn as much as I can and achieve great things
ReplyDeleteomg i feel this so much because it is very stressful to think about a future in this area, but we are still here. muchoo animoo <3
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